12/22/08 - 2WW ramble

I'm really not holding out much hope for this cycle, and think I was doing better on the oral meds. I'm tempted to ask to go back to that (it's substantially cheaper and I had 3 eggs the month I got pregnant), and then I'm tempted to say let's just do IVF and get it over with. I'm really quite sick of all of this and so close to saying "screw it". It's SO hard emotionally and now physically too.

I just don't understand why this has to be so hard.