I haven't spotted since the weekend. Go to the perinatologist, no internal involved - just an u/s...he says there is more to come out, and wa-la - I woke up spotting again. I have a bad feeling that my bedrest journey will not end tomorrow. :( I worry so much about my job. I know the girls are the most important thing, but my job is pretty important to me too.
I'm wondering now how I'm going to do anything if I end up staying here in bed. We wanted to tour the hospital, take a safety class, and take a newborn class in March. I also have three showers planned, and the hostesses are wondering if they should even send invites. And I haven't bought a thing for the girls - I'm not even registered yet.
I'm a little depressed today. Haven't I payed my dues just trying to GET pregnant? Do I really have to suffer and worry through the whole pregnancy too?
4 years ago
Ohh sweetie! Things must get better! We are all thinking of you.
ReplyDeleteBetter said than done, but relax. Things will work out. They will. Don't worry about ANYTHING but you and the girls. Hugs and kisses.
ReplyDeleteI know its easier said than done but everything will fall into place. May God's peace rest in your heart....
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